I was all the more relieved to finish last night's show on my feet - it was a live broadcast on Spanish National Television (and also taped for future DVD release!) I love these kinds of live broadcasts, especially when they're a video feed as well, because the level of adrenalin surges (who needs those "Happy Pills" when we've got it in abundance naturally!), and the demand for concentration inches up, which I think gives a better overall performance for the people in the audience: everyone seems to win. I do love knowing there is a camera zooming in to capture our every expression, because the second I drop concentration, or committment, or honesty, it reads like a flashing neon light in the desert. It just makes me a better performer. Of course, it's also a tough mental game, because it's tempting to start singing with the single aim of 'perfection' instead of 'expression', and that's a thing I continue to learn . (I suppose it's a true predicament for all performances, but knowing that it is captured for eternity can add a certain degree of pressure.) Luckily, I'm getting more opportunities to participate in these kinds of broadcasts, so it's a skill I think I'm acquiring more with each event, but it absolutely requires a strong hold over your self-monitoring side, for if that little critical voice takes over, you're doomed!
Overall I thought it was a good performance (naturally with a gazillion things I'd like to do better), but it felt spontaneous and expressive, with each cast member 'on', and the audience again seemed to really enjoy themselves.
I'll take it!
3 comments:
Last evening I watched Hercules on cable and enjoyed it very much. You are a great performer, and there was great singing all around. I'm glad there are plans for a Cenerentola DVD since I'm unfortunately not going to Barcelona although it's almost next door.
Still, perhaps I'll get to see you later in the year :-) In the meantime, I'll keep visiting your lovely blog.
Take care.
Joyce,
I love reading all of your comments of the past year. You are a great writer as you are a great singer!!
Mel and I are looking forward to seeing you in Chicago in "Barber of Seville".
Hope you haver comfortable shoes in that role. Have fun at rehearsal!
glad you got it on tape - I look forward to seeing it.
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